Still On A High

We are all still on a high after our exciting day on Saturday.  To see Harri run through the banner with his sporting heroes, just made my heart so happy and I didn't realise how much it would pick up our spirits. 

Yesterday in the Mercury newspaper was this gorgeous photo of Kobe.  He was so excited about it and kept saying 'it's me!!'.

This cool photo of Harri was on the Examiner newspaper website. 

The game was only televised on Foxtel, and we no longer have it, so I was so glad that Aaron's sister Trudy was able to send  me a video of the run through the banner off her iPhone.  It's so quick and you can only just see Harri, but he's so happy that he got to see it.

Harri spends so much time kicking a soft footy around the house, commentating to himself as he does it.  He literally spends hours every day doing it and I don't even notice it anymore.  Yesterday afternoon Kobe also go into it so they both doing it in different rooms.  They asked me to put the banner up that Harri brought home after the game on Saturday so they could reenact the run through it.

It was so funny listening to both of them kicking the footy around - supposedly they were both Buddy Franklin :)

Tonight Harri drew a picture of himself in his gear on Saturday.

A friend said today that when she saw the photos of the boys from Saturday, that she felt like it was the first time that she had seen genuine smiles on their faces since Aaron and Noah have passed away, and I agreed.  Yesterday afternoon we went to the cemetery and I couldn't stop thinking about how nice it was to have a little 'break' from the grief we've experienced over the last eighteen months. 

Unfortunately I know that the high isn't going to last as long as we wish, and the grief is always there and just creeps up on you when you are least expecting it, but we are so grateful to have been able to do something so special and know that the boys will never forget the day that Harri got to run with his heroes. 

Experience Of A Lifetime

We have been so excited all week, knowing that we would be a special role to play in the Hawks V Giants game today at Aurora Stadium.  Last night when Harri went to bed he said he was too excited to sleep.  He was excited and I was starting to get nervous, knowing that I would be tossing the coin in front of thousands of people (live and watching on TV).   Having some funny friends making hilarious comments on Facebook to me all night about all the things that could go wrong, didn't help :)

Harri woke up early and couldn't wait to get dressed.  All morning he kept saying 'why is this day going so slow!?'.  It was finally time to head to the game and Harri couldn't wait to get there.  It was so nice to see some people that we know from the kids ward who were collecting money for Give Me Five For Kids. 

When we arrived we met Emma who works for Hawthorn, who we already know.  She took us straight to the Hawks changing rooms and let us spend some time in there watching them warm up.  The boys that thought was so cool, and loved watching their pre-game routine.



Harri was mesmerised watching his heroes.

He was lucky to be given some socks, shorts and a top that matched what the players were wearing that day, and he even got to keep them!  He went and got changed, and was then ready to run through the banner with them.

He was so nervous and kept asking lots of questions about what he had to do, and where he had to run.  Emma was great at explaining it all to him and letting him know that he didn't have to worry, and that she would be waiting for him after he had run through and would walk back with him.

 We all felt very special today with lots of different photographers taking our photos. 

Jay and Harri were lucky to be in the guard of honour as the Hawks ran past.  They were given matching tops to wear too, but they didn't get to keep them.

This morning Kobe said 'why do we get to do it Mum? Is it because Dad and Noah died'.  I told him that it was and because people want us to have something special to look forward to because we've had lots of sad things happen, and it's nice to have some happy things happen, and he said 'that's good isn't it Mum'.

The Hawks started coming out and it was finally Harri's turn to run through the banner with them.

Emma quickly introduced Harri to Hodgey and he handed him a ball as they started to run out together.  It was so cool to hear them calling out Harri's name over the microphone, telling people that he was the Hawks mascot today.

It was lovely to watch some of the players ruffle Harri's hair or give him a pat on the back before he ran through with them.  I don't think they would've even known why he got to run through with them or what has happened.

 

Hodgey grabbed some of the banner and handed it to Harri to keep as they were running. 

 Tonight he was telling me how fast they ran.

Emma told Harri that they would do a little bit of stretching and he could wait with them and then he should look out for her, so he could run back over to her.

He did a great job, especially as he was getting so nervous about it.
Emma also grabbed some of the banner for him to keep, which he is so excited about.

 It was so nice seeing him so happy and excited about it.

It was then my turn to go out to the middle and toss the coin. Brayley who also works for Hawthorn explained to me how it all worked and walked me out to meet the umpire. The umpire then introduced me to the captain of GWS and he was lovely and told me his name was Callan as we shook hands.

He then went to introduce me to Hodgey and said 'this is Lisa' and Hodgey and I just smiled at each other as I'm sure he already knew that I knew who he was (especially since I had his number on the back of my geurnsey!) and I shook his hand and laughed and said 'Hodgey' :)

The umpire joked with me about not having a dodgy coin, as someone a few weeks back had a double sided coin which was heads both sides! I was expecting that they would have some kind of AFL coin, but I was just given a regular 20 cent piece from Brayley to use.

The captain of GWS called 'tails' and it was heads which meant Hodgey won the toss. I didn't even have to rig it :)

Before I got to the stadium I was feeling very nervous, but once I got there I was just excited for the boys and knew that it would be fun. I just hoped I didn't trip over or do something silly, so I was glad when it was over and I knew I didn't make a fool of myself.  Supposedly they also announced over the microphone that I was tossing the coin, but I was too excited about getting to shake Hodgey's hand, that I didn't hear it ;)

We then headed over to our seats to sit with my Mum and Aaron's Dad to watch the game. 

The game was a good one with Hawthorn winning easily, which is what was expected since GWS is still a new team to the AFL.

After the game we were excited that the crowd was allowed to go on the ground to have a kick. Harri was hanging out for it all day and it was fun watching the boys in the crowd of hundreds of others, kicking the ball around. It was just as the sun was setting and the clouds looked beautiful over the stadium. 

We had the best day and know how lucky we were to have an experience of a lifetime.  Tonight Harri was really emotional about it and actually came out of bed crying. I asked him why he was sad and he said he wasn't sad but felt like he was really special, because he got to do something so special today. I told him he was special and reminded him how lucky he was that he got to do it. I could tell that he really understood how special it was and know he'll never forget that he got to run on the ground with some of his heroes.

All day I kept thinking how much Aaron would've loved it.  Thank you again Tash from the kids ward at the hospital and Hawthorn Football Club for allowing us to have such a special day.  Thanks also to Simone and Alison for taking photos for us.  You both captured some awesome moments.

Give Me Five For Kids

We are so excited about the Hawks game at Aurora Stadium tomorrow.  It wouldn't usually be a game we would be that excited about as it's not a big game as they are playing against the Giants, but we feel so lucky to be asked to take part in the game in a little way tomorrow.

Jalen and Kobe are going to be apart of the guard of honour for when the Hawks run out, Harri is very lucky and gets to be the team 'mascot' and run through the banner with the team, and I am going to be tossing the coin at the beginning of the game!

Thank you Tash, from the kids ward at the hospital, for thinking my boys and asking us to take part tomorrow.  We are so excited and it's so nice for the boys to have something so special to look forward to.  

Tomorrow is Give Me Five For Kids charity week at the footy. Give Me Five For Kids raises funds for the kids ward at the hospital and that is why we were asked to be a part of it, as we spent so much time at the kids ward with Noah over the years.  Our friend who works for Hawthorn asked me if we would be okay about being interviewed for the paper to promote the game and the charity, and the story was in today's paper.  It's nice to be able to help out in a little way in promoting such a great charity.

This afternoon we went to the Hawks training session and were so excited to see the players. We are so lucky in Tasmania to be able to see our favourite team so often and get up close to the players.  Seeing them made us even more excited for tomorrow.

It's no secret that I think Luke Hodge is lovely so we grabbed him for a photo while they were signing autographs.  He is always so nice and happy to get his photo taken with you or sign something.  I told him that Harri was running through the banner with him tomorrow and he was so lovely to him and said he will bring him a ball tomorrow.

Harri said he is so excited he can't sleep, and I'm so nervous as I'm only just realising how many people will actually see it, but it's going to be a very exciting day for all of us. It's so bittersweet as I know it wouldn't be happening if Aaron and Noah didn't pass away, but I also know how excited and happy Aaron would be for us.   He would be beside himself with excitement tomorrow if he were here, but I have no doubt he will be there.

This afternoon there was a rainbow right over Aurora Stadium while we were there.  I have seen so many rainbows in the last few month, and especially double rainbows. I like to think it's my boys letting us know they are around still and know what is going on in our lives.

You can read the whole newspaper article here.

Hawks Mad

Before Aaron passed away I enjoyed the football but it was Aaron and Harri who were the ones who really followed the footy in our family.  As the years went on, I got more into it especially as we are lucky enough to see the Hawthorn players so often here in Tassie. We loved going to the training and games together as a family, and Noah's wheelchair even had Hawks colours on the back. 

Since Aaron passed away I'm finding that I'm into the footy more now, than when he was here. I think it's because I know that it was something that Aaron was so passionate about, and I really want to continue on our love for the Hawks with the boys, and especially with Harri.  I have to admit that we are now all Hawks mad.   I'm sure that Aaron would be proud that I know most of the players and know more about what is going on with the Hawks, even sixteen months after he passed away.  

The reason we chose to go to Melbourne last weekend, was that we knew that it would be awesome to go to watch the Hawks V Sydney as it was a grand final rematch.  This time we just hoped that there would be a different result.

On Saturday afternoon Nicki and Alex took us for a drive to Waverley Stadium and the Hawks Nest shop.  It was so cool to have a look around. 

 Inside was lots of cool Hawks memorabilia including all the cups that they have won. 

 

Harri wanted to buy out the whole shop :)

We ended up buying a couple of little things and I found the perfect badget to wear to the game that night :)

 

After looking inside Hawks Nest we went out to see the stadium.  It was cool to see the real home of the Hawks.  I had seen a lot of photos of them training on their website and on instagram, but it looked totally different to how I imagined it. I had no idea that there were apartments all around the ground.

 

How awesome is the Hawks logo in the middle of the ground!

As we drove back into the city Kobe started screaming 'look Mum!!!' as he spotted a Hawthorn advertising sign.

We were so excited to go to the game at the MCG with Nicki and Alex.  It's always so fun to walk through the city of Melbourne and see everyone in their footy gear, on the way to the game.

The atmosphere at the MCG is always incredible and Jalen even loved the game! It was so cool to see him get into it and watch the whole game, as he usually prefers to sit and play on his phone when the games are on. 


Nicki (unintentionally) booked awesome seats just off to the side of the goals.  She said that she didn't have a choice when she was booking the tickets, and we were just given a certain section, but it's where Aaron used to always book seats whenever they went on the school footy trips. 

The best thing about the seats was that it was up where the players who weren't playing that night were sitting.  They were lovely when we went and asked them if they minded us getting a photo of them with the boys.

Kobe is surprising me and is starting to get into footy as much as Harri.  It's so fun to watch him screaming and cheering and checking the scores every time someone scored.  We had such a fun night and the best thing was that it was an awesome game to watch, with Hawthorn beating the Swans.  We are lucky as we get to watch them play again this Saturday as they are playing at Aurora Stadium, and can't wait for it.